oh ...

ya i forgot to tell what happened yesterday when we went to kalefs to take pictures , his mom was all like, how expensive are international calls ... and she was all talking about how she was gonna find out about a phone company that has cheap calls to germany. they obviously think were gonna stay together when i leave. first of all, how is that supposed to work . theres an ocean in between america and germany....hello! and second off, what if i dont want that... from the very beginning i was sure that it was gonna last till im gone, no longer ...
idk what to tell them, i dont want his parents and him to think im such a bitch and it was just a game ... i mean that would be messed up ... i thought he knew it was gonna be over soon and now ill have to explain it to him ....
fuck