overwhelmed ....

well a lot is happening right now.
kalef just told me he loved me ... wow. thats a little early, right? i mean its only been a month or two ... i didnt know what to say so i told him i loved him too ... uh thats strange ...
i mean i knew that i was starting to like him a lot, but im not sure about the whole love thing. well see ...
his uncle died a couple of days ago, hes a wreck, he doesnt sleep a lot and hes sad ... i asked him if he would like me to come to the funeral tomorrow, he is really happy about that he says i make him happy and it will be easier ... im a little nervous though, i mean ive never met any of his family and than its the worst occasion possible ... funeral ... o.o ...
i havent been to a funeral in years, i think the last time was when i was 7 or so ... i think its catholic, i mean half of kalefs family is catholic ... ill be fine though, im positive.
he came over tonight and we were watching nick and norahs infinite playlist. it was ok but i was destracted ... lol
i am really hatin softball, ill try to get out of it ... need to think about that one ...
yah ill write more on sunday or so, gotta get to bed now ...