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im in the worst mood possible. maria just makes me angry. its little comments that ruin my day. i know that i shouldnt be so sensitive about it, but ive been annoyed for so long that it doesnt take much anymore. and she still keeps on planning my days. i hate it. what if i had plans for this weekend. no, she decided were gonna go on a double date. shit. i dont want to ok. but she doesnt care. she is signing me up for school activities without even telling me and i find out by accident that my name is on the list. thats messed up.
i stayed home today because i really didnt feel good and i had an awful headache.
so now she came home and she asked me how i was doing. i told her better and that i took some more pain killers. and she says, well thats not healthy, taking medication when youre not even sick. every time i stay home sick and feel like crap she says something like that. it just makes me so oooo angry and i just wanna punch her in her stupid face!
oh!!!!
im in such a bad mood that not even kalef can make me happy and he doesnt know why im so angry. i cant tell him either cuz they are friends and if i start talking shit about her hell probably tell her and hello drama!
well i guess ill just vent with rachel and then make some other plans for this weekend. katie, rachel, ... chill ... i really dont wanna be around maria any more. she is in a bad mood constantly and then she gives me attitude without any reason and i just have to live with it ... bah.
and now k keeps bugging me about coming over tonight. and i tell him no, i really wanna go to sleep early i dont feel good, and he just wont accept that ...
i really need to get in a better mood ... just dont know how yet ... ill figure something out