2-24-09

So yesterday i got the package from germany. Started sobbing for about an hour. There was so much stuff in there and it was all so sweet and cute. I didnt know that they liked me that much ... bah i ate all the gummibaers and all the chocolate within five minutes, no kidding.

Got homesick for today, but tomorrow it will be ok again i guess.

166 days left until departure. Cant wait and dont want to at the same time. Crazy, aint it ...?

i dont know if i talked about kalef, k , yet. Ill check later. Well anyways, he keeps on being so sweet and all that, he really likes me. Strangely. On saturday we had a movie night and we were watching quarantine and midnight meat train. Kuddeled all the time. Was nice. Am planning on doin it again. .. so k went to pennsylvania to visit his sick grandpa, miss him ... uh im really not in love with him, but i do care about him, so i dont know, i think hes trustworthy ... and he lets me drive his truck, and thats fun.

Then matthew i dont want anymore, loser.

Have been talking to jerry lately, he keeps on asking me if he can call me, and he says all kinds of stuff, but i wanna see how its gonna be with k first.

Maria told me, nicky asked him if we were hookin up, and then he was trying to start a fight. That kinda cool .... i know that sounds bad, but its cool.

So i guess, whenever things dont work out , i still have jerry as a backupplan. The thing is just, that he is stupid. Just his brain, he isnt very bright ... but thats good on the other hand, it means i can play him easily. Uh that sounds even worse, everyone, i am not like that, i am just really honest right now.

Then stefan, uh hes hot, but he just does hook ups. So i guess sometime maybe. I was texting him and he asked me if i liked him, i told him no, but ur hot, and he asked me if i would hook up. Said yes and he said yes too ... so sometimes i see him in the hallways and we flirt a little, but i dont really think anything is going to happen, i mean, i dont know, were both just teases.

Thats that about the boys lol, whatever ....

uh just right now there comes this song to my mind .... hello little boys, little toys ....

uh how truthful. That sounded bad again .... whatever

HUGE news.

Maria is gonna come visit me in summer. For about 4 weeks. Two weeks of school, then bike tour and then my dads and my grandparents house. Btw, havent heard any bad stories about his girlfriend, so i guess they are workin it out. .. well anyways, its gonna be great, i wanna party like fuck when maria comes, she will hopefully never forget it. Uh, when i come back, ill be able to buy stuff, yay, thats awesome.

Today we had a game, district tournament, against east mountain, the emo town, how i like to call it .. we won ... but we didnt play our best, jorge was sick, troy still has problems with his ankle, and the others idk ... but anyways, theres gonna be another game on thursday and then saturday, and then itll be done.

Then, right after basketball, softball is gonna start. Idk yet if itll be as much fun, because its the girls and as everyone knows, theres gonna be bitching and stuff. I like the boys better, they are much less complicated.

Well i hope ill be able to talk to thi and everyone next sunday, theres so much to tell and talk about ... till then, peace out ...