the day after valentine´s day ...

first off, i forgot to say this in the last post, it was not the making out with the guy, lol, it was his girlfriend ... yah i guess im the other girl now ... kinda cool though ...
ok this is whats new ... maria and rusty broke up for good now, so shes getting with vince, and he wants me to get with his best friend kalef, so i started texting him ... idk hes really sweet and he tells me that i look amazing and all that, but somehow that connection isnt there, found that out yesterday ...
well and then i was trying to get with john, but idk about that, hes ignoring me, so probably not ... damit, its not like theres anything better than me out there. it makes me angry. i mean hes the fucking hottest guy ever and he wont even look at me... ok i take that back, i guess the hottest guy is jorge. but hes a dickhead and he just wants to fuck me .... oh and then there was jerry, eduardo and cory were trying to hook me up with him, but i didnt want to at first, well yesterday at the valentines dance, he was there with a girl, which made him more sexy lol. so i went there and started flirting with him, i guess somethings about to happen. the only problem was, that i kinda ditched kalef for him. its not like we were on a date, i went with maria and he went with vince, but maria and vince were making out, so that kinda left me and kalef. danced with matthew, nicky, kalef and vince, oh and jerry, so nothing new. what was new though was jorge trying to get me to go to his party. Fuck, i wanted to go, but he would have tried to make a move. it kinda funny how he wants to fuck everything blond wearing a really short dress lol. i mean normally he doesnt even look at me ...
oh yeah and then i was looking for nicky, and his friends told me he was behind the curtain, shit i should have known better, but i didnt suspect anything, so i went to look, and there were two people lying on the floor, twisted into each other, making funny noises. damn, i was shocked....
the funny thing is is that when maria and me were dancing, she went down and up on me, and that teacher came and told her, not to do that, because it was gross. haha what do they think two girls are gonna do? honestly, telling us to dance less dirty, but not realizing that the sophomores are doing i dont even wanna know what behind the curtain. haha
well i did have some fun yesterday, but i wasnt even buzzed, so it was lame. katie and me had some bacardi hidden in her car, but her mean sister found it and drank it by herself ...
oh and before, kalef, derek, lt and me were planning on just getting drunk at the dance, but it didnt work out ... so no alcohol for anna, fuck.
well today, me and maria are gonna go to rachels , and im gonna get stoned yay! its about time, ive been planning on doing that for so long!
its not like im gonna turn into a stoner now, but trying stuff is ok, right?
well i think thats about it ...
happy after valentines day!